What makes the future so intriguing that I must put forth so much time and effort preparing for it?
I have a hard time being in the moment. All through high-school, I was thinking about college, and now I’m in college thinking about my future job.
Working as a videographer, at the office I am commonly known as “that guy who breaks stuff.” Personally, I would say that name isn’t completely fair; I’ve probably misplaced more pieces of equipment than I’ve broken. It’s not because I don’t value the equipment, it’s because my brain is moving onto the next task before the rest of my body makes it there.
So looking within myself I see two reasons for this.
- I look to the future because I am ambitious
- I look to the future because I fear I will fail if I don’t
That ambition is a curse. I’m 18 years…
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